love? friendship? which one?

sometimes.. 

looking at you..
i felt i'm stupid.. i too felt you are even more stupid..
i don't know why..
BUT..
is that called love? or broken heart?

sometimes..

approaching you..
i felt i'm nervous.. i too felt you are more nervous..
i don't know why..
BUT..
i know you are searching ways to run away..

sometimes..

talking about you..
i felt i'm bad.. i too felt you are worse than me..
i don't know why..
BUT..
i just feel like i'm the one doing bad things..

WHY? WHY? WHY?

i just don't understand..
but i'm trying to..
i just felt wanna cry..
but i'm stopping to..
i just know i really can't forget bout the days..
but i can't afford to..
i just wanna talk to you..
but you stopped me to..
WHY?!